PFFFFTT!

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That's what an epiphany sounds like in my head. Or clarity, I don't really know yet.

I need to grow up. Now. I'll be 18 in 8 months, and after all of this stuff at school, I've been letting the people around me influence me. I need new friends, ones who will hold me accountable for the wrong I do, or at least gently remind me when I stray. People I can pray with, and people who will lean on me as much as I need to lean on them.

But now that I know what I need, I jsut don't know how to attain it.