Nightmare

I fell asleep around 1 AM last night and woke up at like 6:17 from a nightmare. In my nightmare my dad was home, just like the one before. But this time I was SCREAMING for him to get out. And it was so realistic.....Because my mom told him and I to sort out our problems by going into her bedroom and talking. I screamed "NO! I'M NOT TALKING TO HIM!" And ran into her room and locked the door. He breaks down the door and says "Kayla, just TALK to me!" and I say "NO! LEAVE ME ALONE! I don't have anything to say!" And he kept begging me to talk to him and kept trying to hug me. I'd scream and push him away but he kept coming. I finally said "Fine, I'll talk. You wanna know why I'm mad?" And he said "No, just come out and PRETEND to be decent and loving and a good person so we can have our nice, happy family back, okay?" and those fake fucking tears came out. It was like a flashback. I let out this...unearthy howl...or scream...whatever...and starting beating the shit out of him. I had him on the ground and was just punching him, and my mom had to pull me off of him, and my dream ended.

I hate dreams sometimes.