So I met this guy...

I only have like 5 minutes to write this, lol.

But I met this guy, and he lives in Dallas. 5 hours away, which make sme sad. But he makes me wanna be a better person. When we talk, I laugh. He ALWAYS makes me feel better. Unless we disagree.

But he's so sweet to me. He stayed up until 2 am when he had to work the next day at 8:30 because I had to alert my family in case my dad drove up. He let me talk if I needed to. And in return, I let him talk when he broke up with his girlfriend.

But last night we stayed up until 4:30 am talking to each other about our problems. Last night he was so angry after his breakup. all of the people he thought were his friends didn't care about it, only a few people, including me, were genuinely concerned. I kept asking if he was okay. He thanked me for caring, lol.

But they broke up because he was talking to me, and he has never met me, and she didn't think I was important, that my friendship wasn't meaningful simply becasue I didn't live in Dallas. He argued. He said she just wanted to sit on the phone and talk about absoloutly nothing. He said he'd take being there for me when I needed it over talking about random meaningless crap any day. She didn't like that, and they broke up. He said he didn't even like her more than a friend, that they were just dating for fun. he says he's done with that, lol. He wants a relationship, not just dating. Because he wants kids, and she said she doesn't want to get married and have kids. He wants that, he made it clear he did. she made it clear she didn't.

I was a little upset when I heard that he used to have a girlfriend because I have a crush on him. But I never asked, and we weren't going out, we weren't dating. so I saw past that and realized we were jsut friends and I couldn't start acting like he was "mine" becasue he's not. He's my friend, but that's it.

But I gotta go. Work. :D I think I'll call him later on my break.